| Sunday, June 17th, 2001 |
| 1:11 pm |
Oh my god Dana.....I have not written in this for like EVER!!! I've been sooooo busy...as you can tell. I mean we haven't been able to get together in a while. Which we should. Ok thats sooooo awsome you found yourself a little hottie. I wish I had a hottie....unfourtenatly that most likely will never happen for I am too ugly. No guy will ever like me :( However all summer I get to see the guy that I am ABSOLUTLY in love with...and well I really wnat to kiss him. But i want my first kiss to be on that the guy makes the move on, not me. But if I truly wait for that I may never never ever be kissed. So I'm not quite sure what to do. Well I'm gonna call you today so love yah chica muy bonita! Laura* Current Mood: cheerful |
| Saturday, March 3rd, 2001 |
| 10:08 pm |
Hey.... I'm going to burn the straw in Oklahoma!!! I had a stupid allergic reaction from contact with it. Oh well, it's saturday now and like all the redness, hives and breaking out from it went away. Which is good because i didn't really wnat to be on sound, i like being on grips better. I like hanging out back stage with Mandy. She's really sweet and fun to talk to. Ok so like to pass tech connections you need to be able to type 40 words per minute with 90% percent accuracy. HAHAHA I'm going to fail that class.....I try to practice but its hard. The key board should be in alphebitical order or better yet (Laura Order) I found a cool website that gives you nickname ideas for your name. I like most of the ones for Laura...but some are teasing names...i don't like those. I felt like last week i was a total bitch to everyone....i don't like that. I slapped TWO people last week...thats a reaction I NEVER have!!!! AHHHH I don't like being mean...i was just so tired, that's probably why i acted how i did. Lets just hope it doesn't happen again. Laura* |
| Thursday, December 28th, 2000 |
| 7:26 pm |
Well i had a FUN day so far! I slept.....sleep is good....then me and Angie went out to lunch...which was fun......and then we just talked. Talking is always good......But I'm REALLY happy because Dana is coming over!!! I love Dana.......I'm so happy that i met her this year.....i still belive that God sent her into my life. :) But yea so i can't wait till she gets here then the fun will begin!!!! gotta jet...... Laura Current Mood: happy |
| Wednesday, December 27th, 2000 |
| 11:12 pm |
Well Christmas was awsome......i LOVE my camera, and all the movies i got. I'm sorry I couldn't go to the mall with you Dane but I had math I really wnated to go though!!! I'm sorry love!!! I Hope everhything between you and Luke are ok!!! BECAUSE IT WASN"T MY FAULT!!! hehehehe My sister is being an ass to me....she's always telling me I'm too fat and that i embarass her in public and stupid things like that. Other then her I also feel lost and out of place.....I don't know why......I always feel like I don't belong....anywhere. And it sucks.....I mean I have GREAT friends and I love them. and i love me....I just feel lost.....i know what I want in life.....and high school doesn't offer it. i want to get 7 degrees in college: Teaching, Acting, Satgemanaging, Writing, Photagraphy, Directing and one to become and FBI agent!!! I saw Miss Congeniality.....Dana Bana I LOVE SANDRA BULOCKD Now!!!!!! She's such a FABO actress!!! We have to have a Sandra Bulockd movie night one weekend. And i want to see Miss Congeniality again...we should go! i LOVED IT LOVED IT LOVED IT!!! So yea I LOVED it and i wnat to be an FBI agent and actress!!! :) Laura* Current Mood: energeticCurrent Music: Dancing Queen |
| Thursday, December 21st, 2000 |
| 10:56 pm |
Ok Dana sweetie.....i just read your wednesday journal entry!! Hun I'm sooooo sorry about like all the crap that happened to you! You sounded really upset in it :( Thats not good babe! So like i love you and REALLY want to get together with you! I have sooooo much to talk to you about. I can't write it all. But hun I absolutly LOVE you! Don't forget that!!! Anyway so today.....I got a bunch of books from Barns and Noble....i should read some now. And i went to see What Women Want. Good movie. But I did spend all day DYING to talk to Dana!! I Love Dana so much!! (I know I just said that hun...but well now this like an entry) Gosh i am ditzy today! Anyway so yea....wanna talk to Dane!!! Dude I feel horrible about what i said to my math tutor. Ever just want to take somthing you said back.... I soo feel like that now! I had a HORRIBLE day yesterday....crap on a stick! i just wanted to sit down and cry. Its like I don't like talking to my parents really about well life, and well my sister is no help! She just yells and says she's sick of me and blah blah blah. And like then when i call my friends I feel like I'm bugging them, and i really don't wnat to do that. So i feel like i'm dumping my problems on people, which I hate. But i honestly don't know what to do about it. Its like a road and well you have no flying F@ which way to turn down! i wnat to sort everything out. But I need help and i don't know who to turn to or anything like that. So i feel completly overwhelmed which i hate again cuz i don't know how to deal with anything!!! AHHH i probably made NO SENSE!!! Its late and I'm tired. Laura* Jessica Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: NONE |
| Saturday, December 16th, 2000 |
| 11:04 am |
I had sooooooo much FUN at Lauren's party. It was a BLAST!!! Everyone there was so incredibly nice. And like i just felt welcomed.....I missed Dana though. But Girl...we gotta get together over break babe!!! Today i have to bake....and do this church thing....i want a nap though....I'm really tired. i got like 5 hours of sleep last night. And sleeping in the tubes are really interesting. Where I slept it wasn't the most comfortable place i've ever slept. I think over last night I got to like everyone I LOT more. Like Trisha, Michelle, Kelsi ( i think thats how she spells it) April, Kristen, Lauren, Claire, Kat, (and all the rest) and like i got to met Mal, Morgan and Molly. They are sooo SWEET!! I'm so glad I have this awsome group of friends this year!! Like everyone is just so nice. And thats awsome. I had an AWSOME time and I hope I get to go to more partys this year cuz the group ROCKS THE PARTAE THAT ROCKS THE PARTAE!!! YEAH BABY! Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: I wan you to want me |
| Friday, December 15th, 2000 |
| 4:28 pm |
Danas being mean!!! Current Mood: annoyed |
| 4:27 pm |
hello Current Mood: Happy |
| 4:24 pm |
Hello Happy here Current Mood: BOUNCY |
| 3:25 pm |
Yet Another Day Right now I'm just PUMPED For Lauren's Party and the snow!!! I LOVE the snow its so awsome....we haven't snow here for like 3 years if not more. Emilys home from Westerm...she's using all my stuff, taking it and making fun of me cuz i have like 3 zits! But i don't care about that...it just pisses me off that she uses my stuff without asking! ARRRGG!! I'm really happy that i get to do crew for Oklahoma....and I hope i get to play fastpitch this spring. That would rock. But yea i'm happy now!! Like really happy. Current Mood: HAPPY |
| Thursday, December 14th, 2000 |
| 8:46 pm |
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